Sunday, 9 October 2016

Slim Down Sunday: Week 72 & 73

You know, I've thought about this post time and time again.  I wasn't sure what to say, what to keep to myself and what to tell you.  I often don't share these posts around like I do with my nails and beauty posts as originally they were meant to be for motivation and that's what I felt they were doing for people but then my life turned upside down, my healthy eating and new found strength to stop binge eating went away and I was back left with my daily struggle with food.

I've hit a point now where as I've put so much of the weight I lost back on that I feel very uncomfortable and I'm starting to feel the symptoms of being massively overweight again.  The worst one for me is I'm struggling to get up off the sofa as I can literally feel the weight pulling me down.  I can't believe I've done this to myself but then I can't dwell on that as it's wasting time when I could be changing my body back.

I'm sick of fighting this, I'm sick of feeling down about it now as i'm starting to not want to go places and reluctant to walk anywhere again and let people see me.  To some they'll wonder why if you want to do something, you can't and that's the big question with weight loss. 

I have around 6 weeks before I go to Las Vegas so I want to hopefully start tomorrow back on track and shift some weight again for then as there's really no reason why I can't be a stone closer at that point.  I hope that my next weight loss post will be a good positive one as at this point, I'm at my wits end with it.  

1 comment:

  1. Please don't be so hard on yourself, this is just a bump in the road. You absolutely will get through this hurdle. You will find your inner strength again and continue down your path.

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