I've hit a point now where as I've put so much of the weight I lost back on that I feel very uncomfortable and I'm starting to feel the symptoms of being massively overweight again. The worst one for me is I'm struggling to get up off the sofa as I can literally feel the weight pulling me down. I can't believe I've done this to myself but then I can't dwell on that as it's wasting time when I could be changing my body back.
I'm sick of fighting this, I'm sick of feeling down about it now as i'm starting to not want to go places and reluctant to walk anywhere again and let people see me. To some they'll wonder why if you want to do something, you can't and that's the big question with weight loss.
I have around 6 weeks before I go to Las Vegas so I want to hopefully start tomorrow back on track and shift some weight again for then as there's really no reason why I can't be a stone closer at that point. I hope that my next weight loss post will be a good positive one as at this point, I'm at my wits end with it.
Please don't be so hard on yourself, this is just a bump in the road. You absolutely will get through this hurdle. You will find your inner strength again and continue down your path.
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